I made this in the art room of the mental hospital I am currently staying at, thought I’d post it here. I followed my mind melt mate.

ultimately I ate boscaola for lunch and pork with crispy dumpling like food for dinner. way to end off the year aye. I can’t believe I’m in here, its almost like its not even happening  haha. I kinda just accepted that I admitted myself here about an hr away from home. the staff are good but my first impressions on the psychiatrist is not so good. I got my cords for my computer and ipad back at lunch time. I don’t know wether I am allowed to make videos in the ward so I’m not gonna risk it. I posted some videos before I got here which I regret posting cause they were made when I was struggling alot with mental health.

I think I might just take the videos down since people are seeing em and being creepy with them. they also show a side of myself that I am uncomfortable with. today I went and used the art room here for the first time. the people there were lovely and are full of love.

I had a couple times where I was extremely depressed and just sat alone and cried my eyes out. but I am overal ok here. I feel much safer here then at home.

The artwork

I guess the eyes represent my paranoia of being spyed on, and the eyelashes represent the overtness of the cameras.

the guy itself is what I fear behind the cameras.